College Life

4 January 2010.. College life begin again. Everything have changed.. Everything gonna be different.. I'm never been that before.. First day at college, meet lots of new friends. Everything still fresh to me.. Actually I'm got some moment wanna to pull out everything.. Everything will be meaningless.. And the night become dark.. I'm really what should i do next.. Some moment i could feel so loneliness. I don't want be that.. Where's my motivation? I hate myself.. I know there is hard time for me .. But, i still need to do it. I'll work harder and harder to push up myself.. There is no reason for me to quit. There is insufficient time for me now.. I'm waste lots of times. I'm not going to stop down. I'm not going to force myself.. I have to keep on steps.. Missing of 'Her' again. Where is 'She' now? Many things happened between me and 'her' .Now I'm rushing time to go Komtar.. I'm going to get i phone 3g 16gb from Daniel. I'm guilty and feel sorry to her. I'm lost her phone.. Nothing i can speak to 'her' anymore. I got responsibility to 'her'. So, i hope to give 'her' a big surprise. I'm got to go now. Bye.